Sunday, October 28, 2007
exercising is kicking my butt.
Last night I decided that I have gotten way to big. So as i was sitting at johns sisters halloween party eating all this stuff, i decided that today i will exercise. I got on my tred mil that i have not gotten on since we moved to the new house. it turned on, inclined but did not move. so something is wrong with the motor. I have a lifetime motor.. so we will see. so i decided to just do a dvd exercising thing. which is a LOT harder than just running on a tredmil. im soooo out of shape. but i feel better. so everyday im gonna make myself do that when i get home instead of laying on the couch (sp)?. i need to be doing homework but yet i dont feel like it and its 10 already. i might wake in the morning just to do it.. its due at 3 tomo. i havent been to vcu in forevre since im taking a history of psyc class which all the stuff is done online.. so i do not show and then my night class i never go too. BUT, im gonna go 2mmo just to catch up and see what i have been missing- it sucks because its 7-10. blah. oh well.. i guess ill suck it up. my new nursing classes start on tues. so i will be busy with that. john wants to still have a halloween party but i keep telling him its to late.. ahh we will see. okay well i have nothing really to write about tonight so g'nite :)
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Day one.
First blog. got the idea from chelsea.. if anyone reads my blog.. they must know that I can not spell worth a damn.
so im watching house and relaxing. i am annoyed because I had a B in labor and delivery all semester and now i took my final got a 74 and now I will end up with a C. Well 80=RN. i keep telling my self that. I made my schedule for next semester. I have no day off. Finishing up all my writing intensives at vcu, sign language, sociology and nutrition online for nursing.. then my nursing classes. so once again, no life.
Yesterday a girl in nursing school called me a bitch. I am so tired of people thinking i am bitch before they know me. John told me today that he thinks i talk to much about myself and it may make people think im a snob. haha. i love him for just laying it out. But I think its true. so that is why I decided that I am going to write on one of these and just say stuff about my life so maybe i wont talk randomly about it to people who really dont care. if that makes any sense.
Like 2 months ago I went to car pool to get my celica washed. Then I drove by the nissian place for john to look at a truck he is getting. so i saw an xterra and the sales guy was like here drive it. so i drove it. i did not want it. but after i drove it i kinda liked it and when i went to pull back in the lot he was like no the owners of nissians park there. and he kept preassuring me and i just bought the damn car. its 07 and really cute but everyone has them. So i am trying to sell it. I didnt tell my parents i bought it and i pull up and my mom was kinda mad because i just woke up and did it. my parents were gonna get me either a BMW x5, range rover or Lexus SUV for graduation in the summer. so they were mad i couldnt wait. so i talked to my mom and she said that she dosent understand why i jump into things all the time without even wanting that type of stuff. soo im annoyed that i bought it. and she dosent want me to sell it until im ready to get what i really really want. so ill wait one year..
but someone broke into my window yesterday at my house. we live in the country. there is no ghettoness around. so i think it was someone i know. or the person knew i had a bose player in the back of my car just hanging out. so i had to get the repair people to come and redo the window.. so i got that out the way and no longer have to drive my dads huge truck!
I am also gonna start reading the bible. I never have before and I really am not understanding life lately. just about how i noticed friends stab me in the back no matter what I do for them. I honestly would give anyone my left leg if they needed it.. and I feel like everything just gets turns around and I am the bad guy once again. i dont understand why.. also.. it gets me upset that i see all these young people who do not need to be reproducing having kids who will just repeat what the parents did in 15 years. It grosses me out. Then, my sister and husband who have been trying to get pregnant for a year, who could provide a fabulous life for a baby can not get pregnant. It annoys me so bad. How can people who drink, smoke and do drugs have kids and then someone like her not? If she would want me too, I would carry her baby. i would do it in a heart beat. she is my best friend.
i love my family. I love how john fits right in and how i fit right in with his and how both of our families just love each other. i love that. not alot of people get that.
So about that.. john and I are getting married june 09. it annoys me that people think its so far away. its really not. i just dont finish nursing school until next december and i want to atleast start the masters program or go to vet school after that. ( did i mention that i do not like work) i just love school. so i hope to continue school until i am satisified or atleast have kids.
so about the wedding. we could not decide between the beach and here in va. and my mom already did a beach wedding with my sister so i decided to do in here in va somewhere. I have an appt the first of january to go and look at all different places. i know i want outside.. near water. we were not gonna invite that many people if we did it at the beach.. but i kinda wanna invite ppl i grew up with. it made me sad when i wasnt invited to certain peoples weddings that i grew up with and i dont want anyone to feel like that.. so there will be many invites going out.. i will not care if they do not come.. but i dont want them to feel like they did not impact my life. ive FINALLY decided on my colors.. so thats a huge step. but i will not be picking out my dress until next october. i have looked but we are going to new york. i want vera wang theme. like the invites, dress and bridesmaid dress stuff.. so we will see how that goes.. we are going in december to have a looksie.
john graduates in two months.. i cant believe it.. i am so proud of him. i want to buy him something great.. i just dont know what.. its also christmas so i want something good. it sucks for someone why has everything.
i have no shoped in 2 months. this is such a huge goal for me.. my mom told me tonight she was really proud ( for those of you who care.. i had a shopping problem that got out of control. i would go to the mall every other day.. spend crazy amounts of money.. (seriously at one time i could spend $1000 in one store.) then go to the next store.. so i was gonna do shopping therapy.. but then i decided to just do something else with my time.. so now i study and i have gotten such better grades. i also sleep more.. but i feel better because my parents dont have to pay my credit cards. i decided i wont shop anymore until christmas.. or atleast until i wear all my clothes in my closet with tags on themm..
i got a flu shot today and i think its making me feel achy. now that i wrote a book, im gonna go finish house and sleep :) have my eval for nursing tomo. ni-nite :)
so im watching house and relaxing. i am annoyed because I had a B in labor and delivery all semester and now i took my final got a 74 and now I will end up with a C. Well 80=RN. i keep telling my self that. I made my schedule for next semester. I have no day off. Finishing up all my writing intensives at vcu, sign language, sociology and nutrition online for nursing.. then my nursing classes. so once again, no life.
Yesterday a girl in nursing school called me a bitch. I am so tired of people thinking i am bitch before they know me. John told me today that he thinks i talk to much about myself and it may make people think im a snob. haha. i love him for just laying it out. But I think its true. so that is why I decided that I am going to write on one of these and just say stuff about my life so maybe i wont talk randomly about it to people who really dont care. if that makes any sense.
Like 2 months ago I went to car pool to get my celica washed. Then I drove by the nissian place for john to look at a truck he is getting. so i saw an xterra and the sales guy was like here drive it. so i drove it. i did not want it. but after i drove it i kinda liked it and when i went to pull back in the lot he was like no the owners of nissians park there. and he kept preassuring me and i just bought the damn car. its 07 and really cute but everyone has them. So i am trying to sell it. I didnt tell my parents i bought it and i pull up and my mom was kinda mad because i just woke up and did it. my parents were gonna get me either a BMW x5, range rover or Lexus SUV for graduation in the summer. so they were mad i couldnt wait. so i talked to my mom and she said that she dosent understand why i jump into things all the time without even wanting that type of stuff. soo im annoyed that i bought it. and she dosent want me to sell it until im ready to get what i really really want. so ill wait one year..
but someone broke into my window yesterday at my house. we live in the country. there is no ghettoness around. so i think it was someone i know. or the person knew i had a bose player in the back of my car just hanging out. so i had to get the repair people to come and redo the window.. so i got that out the way and no longer have to drive my dads huge truck!
I am also gonna start reading the bible. I never have before and I really am not understanding life lately. just about how i noticed friends stab me in the back no matter what I do for them. I honestly would give anyone my left leg if they needed it.. and I feel like everything just gets turns around and I am the bad guy once again. i dont understand why.. also.. it gets me upset that i see all these young people who do not need to be reproducing having kids who will just repeat what the parents did in 15 years. It grosses me out. Then, my sister and husband who have been trying to get pregnant for a year, who could provide a fabulous life for a baby can not get pregnant. It annoys me so bad. How can people who drink, smoke and do drugs have kids and then someone like her not? If she would want me too, I would carry her baby. i would do it in a heart beat. she is my best friend.
i love my family. I love how john fits right in and how i fit right in with his and how both of our families just love each other. i love that. not alot of people get that.
So about that.. john and I are getting married june 09. it annoys me that people think its so far away. its really not. i just dont finish nursing school until next december and i want to atleast start the masters program or go to vet school after that. ( did i mention that i do not like work) i just love school. so i hope to continue school until i am satisified or atleast have kids.
so about the wedding. we could not decide between the beach and here in va. and my mom already did a beach wedding with my sister so i decided to do in here in va somewhere. I have an appt the first of january to go and look at all different places. i know i want outside.. near water. we were not gonna invite that many people if we did it at the beach.. but i kinda wanna invite ppl i grew up with. it made me sad when i wasnt invited to certain peoples weddings that i grew up with and i dont want anyone to feel like that.. so there will be many invites going out.. i will not care if they do not come.. but i dont want them to feel like they did not impact my life. ive FINALLY decided on my colors.. so thats a huge step. but i will not be picking out my dress until next october. i have looked but we are going to new york. i want vera wang theme. like the invites, dress and bridesmaid dress stuff.. so we will see how that goes.. we are going in december to have a looksie.
john graduates in two months.. i cant believe it.. i am so proud of him. i want to buy him something great.. i just dont know what.. its also christmas so i want something good. it sucks for someone why has everything.
i have no shoped in 2 months. this is such a huge goal for me.. my mom told me tonight she was really proud ( for those of you who care.. i had a shopping problem that got out of control. i would go to the mall every other day.. spend crazy amounts of money.. (seriously at one time i could spend $1000 in one store.) then go to the next store.. so i was gonna do shopping therapy.. but then i decided to just do something else with my time.. so now i study and i have gotten such better grades. i also sleep more.. but i feel better because my parents dont have to pay my credit cards. i decided i wont shop anymore until christmas.. or atleast until i wear all my clothes in my closet with tags on themm..
i got a flu shot today and i think its making me feel achy. now that i wrote a book, im gonna go finish house and sleep :) have my eval for nursing tomo. ni-nite :)
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